Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Spell A Day

Spell A Day

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Discover a Secret

Spell Date:  Monday, August 25, 2014
Color of the day:  Lavender
Incense of the day:  Clary sage
Use this spell when something hidden causes trouble, whether on the job, at home, or in relationships.
You will need a black candle, a candle holder, and a shiny penny.
Perform the spell outdoors at night. Pray to the Lady of the Dark Moon.
Say:

"As the moon is revealed in light, so the secret will be revealed to me."

Hold the penny up. Say:

"Like a lucky penny, knowledge appears."

Place the penny in the candle holder.
Place the candle on it and light the candle. Say:

"Burn away the darkness, burn away the blackness, reveal the truth."

Pray again to the Lady, asking her help in revealing this secret.

Meditate on the candle. Leave it outside where it can burn undisturbed.
In the morning, retrieve the penny. Carry it with you at all times until the full moon, then toss it away. The secret will be revealed.

Sunday, August 24, 2014

Spell to Halt Gossip

Spell Date:  Sunday, August 24, 2014
Color of the day:  Orange
Incense of the day:  Frankincense
This last sliver of moon can be used as Hecate’s Sickle, bright and sharp, cutting the threads of slander and innuendo. Write the words of your accuser(s), even if that accuser is you, on a piece of parchment. Inscribe a black taper with protective symbols and phrases, such as “This ends now!” Light a charcoal, and sprinkle it with slippery elm as you read aloud the gossip and lies. Allow your rage to build, alternating the accusations with your own truths. As the energy peaks, yell:

"This is a lie, and your gossip ends
NOW!"

Fire the energy into the paper, and then light the paper with the black candle and watch it burn.
Allow your rage to dissipate, knowing that the false accusations will stop directly. Feast on red juice or wine and a favorite cookie for your cakes and wine, and let the candle burn down naturally, if safe to do so. Remember, always, the power of the word, and commit to being impeccable with yours.

Arrrrrrrggg why, get out!

why is he always inmy head? I deream every night of him, almost every song reminds me of him good or bad,

so this will be a post relating to song lyrics that I listen to, i do this randomly and write down how i feel by lyrics this is how i feel tonight. ( means i added that part in )

and though the words sound steady
something empty within them
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there, ( like our relashioship)
  • Waiting for the end to come ( the end is already here)
    Wishing I had strength to stand ( finding it easier now )
    This is not what I had planned  ( nope thought we would be together forever)
    It's out of my control ( you ran away )
  • Flying at the speed of light ( how fast my brain is going )
    Thoughts we're spinning in my head ( of you )
    So many things were (left unsaid  so much was )
    It's hard to let you go ( its getting easier now )
  • (Oh) I know what it takes to move on, ( done it before )
    I know how it feels to lie, ( you did so much )
    All I wanna do
    Is trade this life for something new ( with Breanna )
    Holding on to what I haven't got  ( you )
  • Sitting in an empty room ( in my head )
    Trying to forget the past ( cant )
    This was never meant to last, (It was doomed)
    I wish it wasn't so  ( but it is )
    • (Yeah) (Yo)
      You were that foundation ( you were )
      Never gonna be another one, no ( nope )
      I followed, so taken ( I was )
      So conditioned I could never let go ( I couldnt )
      Then sorrow, then sickness
      Then the shock when you flip it on me
      So hollow, so vicious
      So afraid I couldn't let myself see ( to afraid to lose you )
      That I could never be held
      Back up, no, I'll hold myself ( yup)


    • And these promises broken ( I will  never leave you )
      Deep, feeble
      Each word gets lost in the echo ( the echo still goes on and on and on )

for lawrence

  • This is not the end
    This is not the beginning,
    Just a voice like a riot
    Rocking every revision
    But you listen to the tone
    And the violent rhythm
    And though the words sound steady
    Something empty's within 'em
  • We say Yeah!
    With fists flying up in the air
    Like we're holding onto something
    That's invisible there,
    'Cause we're living at the mercy of
    The pain and the fear
    Until we get, forget it,
    Let it all disappear.
  • Waiting for the end to come
    Wishing I had strength to stand
    This is not what I had planned
    It's out of my control
  • Flying at the speed of light
    Thoughts we're spinning in my head
    So many things were left unsaid
    It's hard to let you go
  • (Oh) I know what it takes to move on,
    I know how it feels to lie,
    All I wanna do
    Is trade this life for something new
    Holding on to what I haven't got
  • Sitting in an empty room
    Trying to forget the past
    This was never meant to last,
    I wish it wasn't so
  • (Oh) I know what it takes to move on,
  • I know how it feels to lie,
    All I wanna do
    Is trade this life for something new
    Holding on to what I haven't got
  • Yeah, yeah
    What was left when that fire was gone?
    I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
    All caught up in the eye of the storm
    And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
    And I don't even know what kind of things I've said
    My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
    So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
    The hardest part of ending is starting again!
  • All I wanna do
    Is trade this life for something new
    Holding on to what I haven't got
  • This is not the end
    This is not the beginning,
    Just a voice like a riot
    Rocking every revision
    But you listen to the tone
    And the violent rhythm
    Though the words sound steady
    Something empty's within 'em
    (Holding on to what I haven't got)
  • We say Yeah!
    With fists flying up in the air
    Like we're holding onto something
    That's invisible there,
    'Cause we're living at the mercy of
    The pain and the fear
    Until we get it, forget it,
    Let it all disappear
    (Holding on to what I haven't got!)
for lawrence

i found this





so explains me, its kinda scary,

Thursday, August 21, 2014

another day.

well today and yesterday was the same old same old stuff, went to bed early but didnt get to sleep until 2 am, slept till 5 today, I really hate chronic fatiuge, it makes me feel hopeless sometimes, i cant get up and spend a lot of time with everyone, i do better at night, when its quiet, after a month my daughter amanda called me last night to tell me my grandaughter was sick. i dont know why she called me outta the blue but I was glad she did. Havent heard from lawrence in a while now, thats nice, dont really care to hear from, i just wish him well . sometimes i miss him, a lot of the time I dont. chrissy cooked a good dinner, chicken wings and mashed potatoes and gravy, its time for the kids to go to bed, lets see how long it takes tonight.