Arrrrrrrggg why, get out!

why is he always inmy head? I deream every night of him, almost every song reminds me of him good or bad,

so this will be a post relating to song lyrics that I listen to, i do this randomly and write down how i feel by lyrics this is how i feel tonight. ( means i added that part in )

and though the words sound steady
something empty within them

Like we're holding onto something

That's invisible there, ( like our relashioship)

• Waiting for the end to come ( the end is already here)

  Wishing I had strength to stand ( finding it easier now )

  This is not what I had planned  ( nope thought we would be together forever)

  It's out of my control ( you ran away )
• Flying at the speed of light ( how fast my brain is going )

  Thoughts we're spinning in my head ( of you )

  So many things were (left unsaid  so much was )

  It's hard to let you go ( its getting easier now )
• (Oh) I know what it takes to move on, ( done it before )

  I know how it feels to lie, ( you did so much )

  All I wanna do

  Is trade this life for something new ( with Breanna )

  Holding on to what I haven't got  ( you )
• Sitting in an empty room ( in my head )

  Trying to forget the past ( cant )

  This was never meant to last, (It was doomed)

  I wish it wasn't so  ( but it is )
• • (Yeah) (Yo)

    You were that foundation ( you were )

    Never gonna be another one, no ( nope )

    I followed, so taken ( I was )

    So conditioned I could never let go ( I couldnt )

    Then sorrow, then sickness

    Then the shock when you flip it on me

    So hollow, so vicious

    So afraid I couldn't let myself see ( to afraid to lose you )

    That I could never be held

    Back up, no, I'll hold myself ( yup)

    
    
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    And these promises broken ( I will  never leave you )

    Deep, feeble

    Each word gets lost in the echo ( the echo still goes on and on and on )